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~<3April 04 2009<3~

Thu Dec 3, 2009, 2:59 PM
  • Mood: Attraction
  • Listening to: Lips of an angel - Hinder
  • Reading: Algebra shit XD
  • Watching: My cat play with the strap of my backpack D:
  • Playing: with my pen :3
  • Eating: breakfast :3
  • Drinking: water XD
Just wanted to greet my special someone a Happy 8th Monthsary with all my heart.

:heart::iconvectorchaotix::heart:

Happy Monthsary Sweetie! :smooch:

I miss you very much

She's been offline for almost a week now due to her studies, which, I wish her good luck with.

I, myself, is pressured by my studies too but, even though It's hard to keep up these days [school is slightly cramming to keep up with the number of days of the school year since there was a lot of suspension of classes this year] I tend to just relax, close my eyes, feel the cold december breeze and just... think about :iconvectorchaotix: All the things we did, all the things she thought me. everything is memorable. :heart: I keep it close to my heart, always. She thought me to never give up. I never did, I try harder and harder each day. She even thought me that, as long as we're together. We'll fight till the end. :heart:

[p.s sweetie, I showed you already my gift right? XD]

I love you :iconvectorchaotix:~:heart:

[sorry if this is a crappy journal XD I'm in a hurry and is still braindead :XD:]

Is it too early for me to greet a merry christmas or what? :iconimhappyplz:

well I'm off to school. bye! have a nice day/evening everybody. :)

Awake and Alive

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 29, 2009, 2:28 AM


[Cool!!1! 8D Free journal skins for now XD Wish they would keep it D:]

I'm at war with the world and they
Try to pull me into the dark
I struggle to find my faith
As i'm slippin' from your arms

It's getting harder to stay awake
And my strength is fading fast
You breathe into me at last

I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want
'Cause this is my life
Right here, right here
Right now, right now
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive

I'm at war with the world cause I
Ain't never gonna sell my soul
I've already made up my mind
No matter what I can't be bought or sold

When my faith is getting weak
And I feel like giving in
You breathe into me again

I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want
'Cause this is my life
Right here, right here
Right now, right now
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive

Waking up waking up (x4)
In the dark
I can feel you in my sleep
In your arms I feel you breathe into me
Forever hold this heart that I will give to you
Forever I will live for you

I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want
'Cause this is my life
Right here, right here
Right now, right now
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive

Waking up waking up (x4)

[No dedication. Just a song I've been listening to lately. XD]

  • Mood: Lonely

Just sharing a moment~

Mon Sep 14, 2009, 2:55 AM
  • Mood: Satisfied
  • Listening to: Bullet with a name - nonpoint
  • Reading: homework D:
  • Watching: YOU D=<
  • Playing: with my pen XD
  • Eating: chocolate :3
  • Drinking: water~
hello :) Just wanted to share a video to you [Christian's, Catholic's, Baptist's + everyone else whom are a believer of Christ] that made me almost cry in class XD yes, almost. Indeed it made me think to :) It really makes sense though. =P XD

Please watch and tell me what you think :)

----> http:// www. youtube. com/ watch?v= piuoGb-Nhfw&fmt=18

[please copy paste this on the address bar and remove the spaces. reason is because in the middle of the link, it splits up in two with " =P " in between D: XDDD]


In other news: SCHOOL...EATING...MY...BRAIN...OUT... D:

oh and please answer this random poll XD I just want to know :) [well, for debate class actually XD]
[I do have all of them though ^^; XD 'cept the iPhone white XD]

Which is better?

ps3 or Xbox360 elite? black or white iPhone?

my opinion for each. Tell me what you think?

ps3 = unlimited online play [no Xbox live subscription for $50 a month i think = around 2k a month in my currency]
= super High Defenition! HD baby!

360 elite = I already have a ps2 [haha, oldddddd] and a psp so it would be different.
= more games and better games
= more high tech on technology and appearance
= is already refurbished because it's already elite. not like the ps3 is wasn't refreshed yet so "yellow light" can still occur.

black iPhone = the apple logo, camera, volume/silent rocker and description stands out from the color and it looks better and shiney

white iphone = its more scratch resistant than the black and finger print resistant more but the camera, apple logo and description kind of blends it since it's chrome/white right?
= some people doesn't know it's an IPHONE. so it has the "vibe" that it doesn't look much of an iPhone.
= the front top and buttom area is black but the back part is white. it doesn't match that much like you're having a phone with a color blend. black and white. though, that's a cool thing yet not that of a match.

~please pick one from each and state your reasonable opinion.

Kodi. ~:music:


peace out~ :D



EVERYBODY SCREAM YOUR HEART OUT!



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GIRLFRIEND:

:tunes::cookie::gummybear::bulletblack::bulletred::bulletblack::bulletblue::bulletblack::bulletwhite::bulletblack::bulletyellow::music::iconloveblackplz:~:rose::iconkodisshadow::iconvectorchaotix::rose:~:iconlove::music::bulletyellow::bulletblack::bulletwhite::bulletblack::bulletblue::bulletblack::bulletred::bulletblack::gummybear::cookie::tunes:


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[under construction]

people i stalk [gallery XD] :iconsecretplz: ->


:iconeeveedellveve::iconnancher::iconaggressiveth::iconj-c::iconmetalthehedgehog::iconskythemoonwarrior::iconsarahedgehog::icontritinthetenrec::iconbulletsd::iconspeedemon31::iconsyaming-li::iconchico-2013::iconobsessedshadowfan::icondody-inferno::icondante-the-hedgehog::iconinuthehedgehog1::icondrako72::iconsonicadvance::iconallbowdown::iconachird::iconrazor-blade-666::iconkyosaeba::iconcloe-the-wolf::iconryan669::iconvane-the-hedgehog::iconmagic-of-destiny::iconjohnny-the-hedgehog::icongilau::iconsoundreamer::iconblack-shadow-skater::iconshadowhog::iconcaptricosakara::iconevanstanley::iconshadowdarkheart2::iconvectorchaotix::iconrazorbladeragdoll::iconaha-mccoy::iconallesiathehedge::iconthe-chaos-theory::iconjen-jen21::icondragongirl17::icongrimm14::iconiloveknucklesshadow::iconminuangel::iconfoxlux::icontaleea::iconpinkyviolet::icondragonheart69::iconstar-the-fox::iconcrazyinsane1::iconkatmandu87::iconaisonikkuxemmy::icontrinico::icondarkguardian17::iconjen-foxworth::iconrally-the-cheetah::iconroxo89::iconwateremi::iconqtstarthehedgehog::iconshadowthahedgehog::icon5740635::iconcuteypooty::iconjadesinsane::iconkailartemis::iconkarmakode::iconshadowrox::iconrakiztah101::iconpwnzoar::iconsonamy-4-life-13::iconnightstarwolf::iconamyluvson::iconcnc16::iconlax-shadow::iconmfm50:

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Best Friends: [not special order]

:iconarchid::iconcherry-jamster::iconnova19::iconeeveedellveve::iconray-the-lion::iconshadowrox::iconcinos-the-ferret::iconmagic-of-destiny::icongilau::iconjen-jen21::iconallesiathehedge::iconjen-foxworth::iconkarmakode::iconxwraithx::iconrazor-blade-666::iconvectorchaotix::icontwilightthehedgehog::iconminuangel::iconrakiztah101::iconfoxlux::iconcrazyinsane1::iconroxo89::iconshadow-morcom-10::iconamyluvson::iconmfm50::iconqtstarthehedgehog: :iconcnc16:(plus her boyfriend)-> :iconlax-shadow: and I hope there will be MORE in the future =D:nod::hug:’s:
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STAMPS!:


:iconrazor-spark::iconrazor-spark2::iconshadougestamp1::iconshadougestamp2::iconnosubbystamp-plz1::iconnosubbystamp-plz2::icondeviantstamp1::icondeviantstamp2::iconnosubs::iconcription:
:iconsonamystamp1::iconsonamystamp2::iconblazestamp1::iconblazestamp2::iconsilverstamp1::iconsilverstamp2::iconmathass1plz::iconmathass2plz::iconknuxstamp1::iconknuxstamp2::iconshadowstamp1::iconshadowstamp2::icontailsstamp1::icontailsstamp2:
:iconsilvazestamp1::iconsilvazestamp2::iconjesuspwns1::iconjesuspwns2::iconfreestampplz1::iconfreestampplz2:

[lol thank you to those who creats free stamps XD]



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my DA Family!

DA master: :rose:
:iconvectorchaotix:

DA parents: :iconthefonzplz:
:iconcnc16: :iconlax-shadow:

DA sisters: :aww:
:iconcrazyinsane1::iconicanhascookie12::iconmoonkat321::iconnova19:

DA brother/s: B-)
:iconfoxlux:

DA cousins: B-)
:iconjohnny-the-hedgehog::iconmagic-of-destiny:

DA pets: :w00t:
Pet Ferret: :iconcinos-the-ferret: Pet Paochatian: :iconallesiathehedge: Pet cat: :icontwilightthehedgehog:



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:iconccfriends1::iconccfriends2::iconccfriends3:

my team! team marshmallow/marshWHUT XD :3

:iconminuwhutplz:Flight- Minu=~minuangel:iconminuangel: member, leader and princess :XD:

:iconsparkwhutplz:Speed- Spark=~kodisshadow:iconkodisshadow: member, graffiti artist :nod:

:iconmusiqwhutplz:Power- Musiq=~rakiztah101:iconrakiztah101: member, awesome artist:nod:


[ALL credits goes to ~VectorChaotix dude, you're AWESOME! :headbang::hug::clap:]

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clubs i joined:

:iconsonicth-fan-club::iconshadow-club-fan::iconsth-fanart-club::iconshadow-lovers-club::icondark-elegance::icondreamsofabsolution::iconprotect-sonamy::iconsapphire-passion::iconsilverxblaze-club:
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:iconccmusic1::iconccmusic2::iconccmusic3:

my accounts -> ~kodisshadow:iconkodisshadow:~darkdisturbedsoul:icondarkdisturbedsoul:



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Thu Sep 3, 2009, 3:10 AM
  • Mood: Satisfied
Ok so I'm...back? yippe! not. I wanted to hide forever because I'm in no shape of being an artist or any form related to that matter PLUS I wanted and tried hard to be very active around DA for everyone but it seems that no one cares anymore so I decided to leave...secretly. anyway, what's the point of being here in DA if I'm not an artist nor no one even know I exsist anymore? not the fact I want ALL of your attentions. no, never, not ever like that. I just want to hear from you from my simple "Hey! how are you? :iconglompage:" but out of like... 20 people... only 2 replied. That's mostly just my girlfriend and one of my bestest bestfreinds. That's it. ~blahh~ yes this is sorta...drama...ish but it hurts... really. trust me, I heard from :iconshadowrox: and she too felt the same before. A number of friends here too in DA commented me to not leave or something... but what will happened now? I'm back... will it be the same? or... will it be a better DA? So, I'm telling you right now that I'm a generous person that I'm coming back to DA actively and I don't care if you don't want to know I exsist as long as I AM HERE. I am here for when you need me whenever, whatever it is. I don't care if not a single person replies to my messege to them or post a comment on my journal... I don't care... As long as I'm here, straight up, To support all of you. That's all I want.

P.S It seemed that my girlfriend thought I left DA and thinking I left her too. No sweetie, I diddn't leave you nor anyone. I just stayed invisible like I told some of you in MSN (including you Ray :heart: ) yes, I did stay invisible in such a way because I still replied to some comments I recieved. I would never leave you :iconvectorchaotix: not ever. I love you so much ~ :heart: and same goes for all of you. I'm doing and dedicating this for her to show her how much I love and care about her that I would never leave her... not ever. :heart: :heart: :heart:

I'd like to summarize again to say that I don't want all of your full attention 24/7. It just hurts to feel like no one is around anymore.

I love all of you...

Thu Aug 20, 2009, 10:23 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
:iconeeveedellveve::iconshadowrox::iconcinos-the-ferret::iconmagic-of-destiny::icongilau::iconjen-jen21::iconallesiathehedge::iconjen-foxworth::iconkarmakode::iconxwraithx::iconrazor-blade-666::iconvectorchaotix::icontwilightthehedgehog::iconruru-o2::iconrakiztah101::iconfoxlux::iconcrazyinsane1::iconroxo89::iconshadow-morcom-10::iconamyluvson::iconmfm50::iconqtstarthehedgehog::iconcnc16::iconlax-shadow:

especially... :iconbigheartplz: :heart: :iconkodisshadow::iconvectorchaotix: :heart: :iconbigheartplz:

*invisible*

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